I already am having two sleepless nights and counting. Today, waking up was never that easy, tears fell, hurt felt. I woke up so early but still close my eyes fooling myself that if i would not open my eyes, sadness will not be felt. Adds up to the sadness, the rain pours, the morning cold. What could really be the outcome of this? I don't wanna feel this anymore... For once, i wanna wipe all negatives around me, yet, how? Is this really life? Last days, just last days, we're both happy, so happy but now all is in contrast! : (
Why is it really hard for me? What really is wrong with it? No matter how I use my knowledge in life with all my might, I couldn't cope up, I couldn't find the answer why. My life now, once again is a pile of crap...
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