I'm glad that she'll be celebrating her 18th birthday here. I may not be invited nor be there, i still am happy with it because at least i will hear something about it from her friends. I'll be able to relate things that surrounds her to the things i know. To see her laugh, smile, glance in a far distance unnoticeable by anyone. On her birthday, i wanna do something that will make her smile, i wanna do something that she would remember with her life's journey. I am planning for it for almost 4 days already but can't think anything best. I was planning to give those cards i bought during those special days that she's not by my side, but i got a li'l problem about it. I am annoyed and disappointed with myself because i can't do anything to make her smile. I really am of no value.
Before, i dreamed about her special day, me holding a gift and flowers knocking on her door. Hear her wishes and say my wishes for her, too. i wanna be the first person to greet her and the last person beside her during her special day. But as that day approaches, it seems like the last words i will say; "I am sorry for being worthless"
Before, i dreamed about her special day, me holding a gift and flowers knocking on her door. Hear her wishes and say my wishes for her, too. i wanna be the first person to greet her and the last person beside her during her special day. But as that day approaches, it seems like the last words i will say; "I am sorry for being worthless"
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