Monday, May 24, 2010

A night with my Angel

She just escaped;

Walking in a vaguely figure, a girl wearing black. Creeping behind darkness, when light shine on her, to my surprise the girl i am seeing is my angel. As our eyes meet, we can't help but smile, and tease each other. Then she gets something in her pocket and hand it to me, three green candies in return of the three white candies i gave her. I just realize how sweet really is my angel. Shyness prevents us both to talk seriously until the time she made me feel calm, we hold each other. Time can fly really fast but during that time we both have only one wish; "to pause the time and give us way to talk and be with each other for long" but we still can see the waves keep on dancing beside the shore, we still can hear people laughing, lights sparkling. We had a talk but can't really say what we wanna say. My heart grabbed that chance to say what i feel in a soft almost inaudible voice. I always wanna let her know that i am willing to wait, i asked her something but she's playing deaf, though i already know what would be her answer.


At the gym;

I hurriedly went there thinking maybe she's already there. But my sweet angel waited me at some corner of the road. Cupids drove her close to me. We had a ride together, could not really believe it.



I do;

At the darkness of the night, we drove up the church., i really couldn't believe it , great happiness is what i am feeling, so happy that i could wish to die after it. At first, with our cupids guidance, we went beyond it but I can't really talk with our cupids' ears lend on us. Inside the God's house there's nobody except the two of us. There, we're at peace, not thinking about the time, about the past, about anything or anyone. Oblivious about the world, only aware about ourselves, our feelings... "Ahem...", and it echoes around, "Ahem..." we both laugh. Then, "Like a scene from a traditional wedding, with a smile on our face, lady cupid asked us a question and we both answered it "I do". Ironically speaking, i was serious with my answer and did wish to make that moment for real. We've given a chance to fill those moments we've missed, those moments that we were divided by the vastness of the sea, hundreds of miles away. At that very hour, we've given freedom to do what we wanna do, to say what we wanna say. But there's always a "but", we've heard the warning, it says stop, we cheated it and we've get few minutes extension, I was so afraid thinking that it could be the last time, the last chance to be with her. Seems like my brain wasn't functioning that time and my heart override it, i hugged her tight thinking that it could be the last time for both of us to be with each other, the last time to say what i feel! I hugged her tight while saying "I love you so much", "I am willing to wait", "Wag kang magbabago"... Those words she uttered right it front of me were the sweetest words I ever heard.


Then suddenly, time, my greatest rival stopped it all, we couldn't cheat it for a second time coz we already hear the raging sound that signals us to stop. I walked out the church holding the hand of my sweet angel without planning to let go of it, wanna put some glue between my hand and her, tie it with chains, locked it up and throw the key away.



24; The best date for us. Once again, i have have been inspired, loving enough to overcome anything, smiling enough to turn every sad moments happy. I am insanely in love, sometimes in solitude, something is sticking on my face, a thing called smile, sometimes, on an ever-changing world of dreams, i see her always and with calmness, sometime in the darkness, i can see her, shining elegantly in the middle of it, sometimes, in the midst of uncertainties, i always see her, being a refuge. I thank God for sending me one of the best angels he had. I am very blessed with my Sweet Angel!!!


If i will be given a chance to whom i wanna spend eternity with, I want to spend it with my own Sweet Angel, my heart's Ate!!!

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