How long will I be haunted with this feeling? I'm tired, wanna go on, wanna leave those things for good, yet all of those were easier said than done! How I wish I didn't read it.
Do not think that I am always entertaining this negative feeling, as if I am letting it grow. I wanna go on with life as much as you do, and probably more than you do. Yet, those things I've read were like carcinogens, so hard to kill. I never wanted this feeling, for every time I am feeling this, so many thoughts coming into my mind. San ako nagkamali, san ako nagkulang? Maybe one thing I need to understand is that, where did I go wrong? Upon knowing it, I will have myself mended.
I am not giving a blame to her or to anyone, all the blame must be mine. My love for her, my trust, my faithfulness, my promises, those will never change!
here, in my lonely room, sound of sadness is echoing, torturing me. I wanna break free before I will be a prison of this feeling. Need some help here, badly need some help!
I just hope tomorrow, when I wake up, all is postive!!! :_(
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