This gradually changing as how i am feeling it. I am losing the courage, the wit, the ability to do those things i must do. I do not know what is happening, all i know is that i am sinking. Maybe because I trusted myself too much back then, that's why I am feeling/experiencing this. Now that i lost my trust to myself, i still don't see nor feel that somehow I am going up. I must erase the thinking that I have something that others don't have so that i can blend in the environment to cheat the force that pulling me down. I maybe boasts a thing that i do not have from the first place, that's why I trusted myself so. I may always laugh, smile, but can't scape the truth and I hate but must face it. What should I do now?
miss mo lang si jonah :)
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