My future doesn't belong to me. No matter how hard i try to convince myself that all is fine and i am fine, reality could never lie. No matter how many smile i put on my face it couldn't do any good. They always say that i can, bullshit idea. I am not as strong as they think i am. They are always giving me obligations and always saying i could do it, but what it appeals to me is that i must to those things for them and forgets my personal feeling. I do not know where i am going, this was not my dream. I really thought that i have the plan, but it seems like i lost it when my life's chapter changes. What i want for now is to live with my own understanding about everything. I wanna live my life as how i wanted it, i wanna walk my life as how i planned it. I wanna be with my own. Nahihirapan na ako!!! Sana ay maintindihan nila ako someday, before anything could happen... Hirap na ako!!!
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